We Meet Again.

Over the weekend I went to buy a scale.....dun dun dun duuunnn...and it was a rude awakening to say the least! I could not believe the number. Like I knew my clothes were getting tighter but I just bought new ones..bigger ones....and I didnt mind. I dont own any full length mirrors and when I walk by one I look the other way, with good reason BUT when I went to vegas the bathroom had a HUGE mirror and I stood there and examined each and everyone of my imperfections....EVERY friggin inch and I was disgusted.....But then I started to make excuses like Weeelll I could be BIGGER. Well at least I am pretty.....Well the BF loves me just the way I am...But those excuses did not last very long! I am unhappy...I am insecure...I am anti social...and I hate mirrors, shopping, and people looking at me. I want to feel better so here is my one hundred and tenth attempt at losing weight (with WW online) =D 




Mon, Jun 7, 2010 Food Tracker 
Daily Target: 31  POINTS® values 


Morning 
1 medium orange(s) 1 
1 packet(s) Lower Sugar Oatmeal, apples & cinnamon 2 


Midday 
1 item(s) Ham 5 
1 piece(s) Light string cheese 1 
1 serving(s) Fat Free Chocolate Pudding 1 
1 serving(s) Del Monte 100 Calorie Sliced Peaches 1


Evening 
1 serving(s) Wheat Sandwich Thin 1 
1 serving(s) 1/2 Fat Free Cheese Slice 0 
1 piece(s) Boneless Skinless Chicken Breasts 3 
1 serving(s) GG brocc n Cheese 1 1 serving(s) GG Rice n Veggies 3 


Anytime 
1 piece(s) Light string cheese 1 
1 serving(s) Skinny Cow Vanilla 2 
1 serving(s) Apple Jacks 2.5 cups 4 
1 serving(s) Half a cup fat free milk 1 


Today remaining: 4 pts


p.s. I am back! Thank goodness Blogger gives a fickled girl like me 30 days to reinstate! =D